I got myself trapped in the guise.
Everything came to me by surprise.
Never gave myself the chance to realize.
Didn’t see those crazy eyes.
I’d give anything for a chance to rewind.
My thoughts and actions put me in a bind.
This hostility is not my kind.
I didn’t know the fragile mind.
Ages time and a long lived start.
Guarded insecurity and uncertain part.
The jump to conclusion I had down to an art.
I can’t make up for that broken heart.
I didn’t know the chaos had a name.
Heavy heart weighed down by shame.
Now I can see the misplaced blame.
No stilling the shaking frame.
You couldn’t tell the struggle and strife.
Wanting so greatly to be wife.
Stabbing in my mind like a sharpened knife.
There’s no saving a broken life.